I look at pictures from when I was in “The Unknown” and the brightness of my smile, the energy I had seems so different than it does now.The period of “The Unknown; In Denial and Don’t Want to Assume” was filled with moments of loving life, and enjoying our sweet new son without judgment. It was also riddled with mostly secret moments of frantic wondering. What in the heck is going on?! Is this normal?! This can’t be normal? I hope it is normal! When will it stop?